Sunshine

My dear sweet girl,

On this day, 2 years and 5 months ago, the greatest thing in the world happened... and it happened to me. You were born.

You fill my life with so much joy and happiness I never fully comprehended existed.

I thank the universe, daily, for letting me still be here to be witness to it all.

You truly are my sunshine, my only sunshine.


Today I'm seeking medical attention for the monster I am for two weeks out every month. I've always battled this monster but it wasn't until the past 6 months or so that things have become scarier and scarier. There are days when I don't even want to be around you and when I am, every little thing sets me off. I need help. And I pray that today I get that help.

For you, for me.

Yes, you are my sunshine, but even those bright rays can't help me up from the dark lately.

I love you more than words can ever say.